death and shit

I had a dream last night and in it, I was in my grandparents' house and I was crying. I have not yet cried at all about my Grandma. But I was crying for her in two dreams now. So weird. I feel like I need to address her death, but I feel like I haven't totally addressed my mother's so how can I deal with Grandma's?? I feel like I have no one to talk to about any of this, either. Everyone else I know still has their parents and a Grandparent left. No one gets it.